Tears fall in vain
Thursday, July 16 at4:23 AM
And now i miss you so, please dont let me go.
Firstly i'm down because something bad happened just as i read my inbox. It was so sudden, i wasn't ready to face this. but i have to. And i tried to ignore it but i just can't so i went to call someone and talked about it. At least i'm feeling a lil happier than just now.
Yet another one comes up. I felt so different in the other way because i just think that friends doesn't need me while i need them the most right now because firstly my big sis isn't here with me. And i don't know wheter it's right or wrong but i don't think i'm included in their list.
It could be nice if you realised that you were wrong. But i don't you even care about what's on my mind. Am i right ?
I'm not posting this because i'm jealous. Because i care for what you care and ive been spending my half year with most of you guys but yet we don't really appreciate each other. So many of us are actually moving apart. It's true. I can see that cleary. I just can't face the truth right now. I felt so left out. All you care are just the chosen one.
Tomorrow would probably staying for an extra class as club wasn't open yet. One period of Geog tmr will kill me alive. Again, i have to face the reality. I wish i could just stay home and sleep for the whole day.
