Dilemma

Wednesday, July 29 at6:01 AM

Im having a fever again. And my monthly test is like. next week? Im so dead:( I think ive got too tired because of school, tuition and cheers! Yeah i am tired but it's like others are tired too but why am i the only one who got a damn fever. but im happy still because mommy said i dont have to go to school tmr. Yeayyy!

Probably me and jojo are fine again because it was a misunderstood yet i feel weird after solving the prob. http://superrbob.blogspot.com for more info. And because of the accident happened not long ago(bom) which cause us difficultly to catch some shopping. Damn. I feel like rotting at home every satu and sund. Sighs.

Dilemma just because you two are so sweet. :)

Tell me that im doing wrong

Saturday, July 25 at11:18 PM


I am so not in the mood to say this. But guess what? SOMEONE IS BEING A BLOODY COPYCATER. I hate copycater. Bipin hates them too @-@ Well today i decided to open IE as ive got bored playing audi the whole day like ytd. Erm yes, i found out something damn stupid and i feel like destroying it. urgh!

After listening to all MJ lovely songs, mom cooked prawn with mayo for me. Its kinda tasty:) And she planned to visit her friend's grandma at the hospital and for me, ill go to Bee's apartment with Alex too.

Just talked to sha not long ago. I told her that my friends are just too jealousy to see me wearing my super lovely rainbow scarf that i bought a Sing's zara shop. Aimiko bought a pink on, i saw it at her blog. cute:) After i saw the same scarf she wore like mine, i don't feel like wearing it anymore yaw. Like euw "disgusted" Damn it. I feel like buying a new one, better one of course.

So, simple story. She said that i made her angry all thing. And she brought her enemy to shop at somewhere i don't care and she bought her the same scarf as mine. is this fair enough? Well?

WHO'S BAD?

Ive never meant to say this

Wednesday, July 22 at8:04 AM


Closed your mouth and don't you ever talk to me.

I'm so depressed. Been so long since i last update my blog. damn damn damn lazy. HAHA. Well usually ill be playing audition the whole day without nobody disturbing me. But ive changed my time table. For now every Mon, Wed and Thurs i'll be having extra tuition at around 4.30. dammmmnnnnn!! I'm so freakin' hell tired and guess what. I only have around 1 hour to play audition. Sadded.

Yesterday was hilarious. Ive got chosen for the basketball tournament and i didn't school at all. It was a total blank! Yipieeeeeee! im so proud. No actually sorry guys. Wasn't into the mood to play.

Today was extremely fine. Started school by walking 184 steps into my lovely class. im so proud of it i dont know why. First period was, Geog! Yea i found out that Geog is damn sleepy. Biology is another subject that made my eyes kept on closing. But i love when the teacher let me to sit beside others. She's kind. Ah yes! Ive got injured because cathrine kept on disturbing me by closing the damn gate and the metal thing accidently tear my leg's skin. Damn it!!

My mood now is to sleep quietly and So long sucker.

Tears fall in vain

Thursday, July 16 at4:23 AM

And now i miss you so, please dont let me go.

Firstly i'm down because something bad happened just as i read my inbox. It was so sudden, i wasn't ready to face this. but i have to. And i tried to ignore it but i just can't so i went to call someone and talked about it. At least i'm feeling a lil happier than just now.

Yet another one comes up. I felt so different in the other way because i just think that friends doesn't need me while i need them the most right now because firstly my big sis isn't here with me. And i don't know wheter it's right or wrong but i don't think i'm included in their list.

It could be nice if you realised that you were wrong. But i don't you even care about what's on my mind. Am i right ?

I'm not posting this because i'm jealous. Because i care for what you care and ive been spending my half year with most of you guys but yet we don't really appreciate each other. So many of us are actually moving apart. It's true. I can see that cleary. I just can't face the truth right now. I felt so left out. All you care are just the chosen one.

Tomorrow would probably staying for an extra class as club wasn't open yet. One period of Geog tmr will kill me alive. Again, i have to face the reality. I wish i could just stay home and sleep for the whole day.

Tuesday, July 14 at7:35 AM

It's gonna be uncomfortable to be in school tmr morning.
i'm thinking to run away but i just can't.

Thursday, July 9 at10:30 AM


Hey sisters, rmb that i always love you guys aight ?

i spent my time shopping at singapore. it was extremely amazing. i love mom and sha:) ok so first day was spent with mom and sha of course, and than the next day i start to go out with Aimiko syng, and she shopped alot while i got nth cause i wanted to buy a flat shoes which didn't have my size. damn. so the next day we went out with Xiaoblur, wanted to see shanice instead but unfortunately her mom didnt allow her. Didn't call yukie because i know that she would be with her bf probably. So i just spent a lil time with the one i could meet. im totally gonna miss you guys. im sorry if i couldn't meet the others. i wanted to but i just can't. Ziona beloved was also at sg, and i can't even meet her.

Home sweet home at 12.30, i was damn tired and i slept for 12 hours lol. cool isn't? yeah. i know it is. yesterday was fun too. i called alex and she came over. had dinner at happyday at night. today was boring as usual. had fun playing audi instead of going out with others.



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Lastly. i wanna say that i miss my big sis, SHARON !