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I'm lazy to upload my partey pictures, Peace! let's do it tomorrow.
Well today i really woke up at 12.30 like HAHA. Can you even believe it? I know you can. Ehms, than i had my lunch with mom and also disney cartoons. After that, suddenly Alex came with her 2pony tails, so cute and adorable. She's being a great listener today! love her. And after playing, dancing and drawing together and finally i got ready to go to the partey.

I put on my little black dress and also my bandana. Yeap my emily the strange's my lovely one! Than i wear my mom's heels which was so damn shaky and the uncomfortable YSL bag. D: Okay to be truth, i looks normal but it wasn't comfortable at all! And her house's Hot, totally. I was like in hell trying to find an aircon.

Hell yeah, now i'm at home lying on my bed playing lappy and watching tv beside mom. So tired and sleepy too! I'm gonna sleep so that tmr morning i could go swimming at Alex's apartment.


Fyi. Irvan's as sucks as a stinky slimmy yoghurt. I simply hate him because he called me a gangster. Urgh, what an unglam moron. Oh anw. Man, if you see this you're so busted! and i mean it. You suck:D Euw

Pickaboo! just think of me and your life wouldn't be so miserable

If you think why am i designing my blog with Ziona's picture beside me. Well.... it is because i don't have other pictures to just fixed my blog. and i think this picture is nice too:)

Ive not been blogging due to myself staying at Alex's apartment these days so fun yet boring. I'm kinda bored of her tears, her mean words and her attitude. But her cuteness smile brightened my days still. I guess i supposed to be staying at her house too for today, but i didn't because im lazy, very lazy.

Decided to choose a little black dress with a heels for tmr's party. Guess im gonna be the 'worse' among them because idk what else to wear D: it supposed to be a Costume party thou. Whatever it is, i'm still gonna be the worse, maybe? :(

Momma helping me to do my right hand's nails, its pink and black and its shiny. And im watching a stupid dino movie on cinemax. im bored and i want to go to sleep soon. Yawns.



Tmr im gonna wake up late(skip my breakfast) and bath, soon after that im gonna eat my yummy lunch with disney cartoons and gonna prepare to vanessa's party!

What are you looking at Folks?

Well, my apologise if i didn't post for yesterday, let me tell you somethin, 'ive been staying at Alex's house for sleepover night:)' it wasn't really fun actually. And i think ive grown a lil fatter, as i ate too much nowadays. Noodles for breakfast + Snacks and fries for lunch + Burger for dinner. Gosheyy! i guess that was like 'too much?' :( i needa full time diet!

Guess what? i'm playing my petsociety. and than im chatting with two unexpected guys interupting me playing petso. and another one is just kept on talking on facebook, crap. hmm wait! i just rmbed i bought this Black high waisted skirt damn cheap and adorable! You guess should just buy it idk why too yehahahs! Suppose to be staying another night at Alex's house, as i promised.. but kinda lazy to, im going to watch Angel and Demons with mommy tommorow! So excited:) Gonna wear my high waist skirt! Yippey! Love you loats mom<3

Actually it doesn't look like this, but kind of look like one, its just mine a lil nicer and shorter:D


Jackie is being weird today, she talked to walls and she ignored some people which aren't supposed to be ignored. Jackie is having a period no more, because she had to say byebye to tummyache and Jackie thinks short hair is so Last Year?! Jackie wants her mom not to be sick! Urgh!

Don't hide your face behind the mask.

Arrogant monday.
It was raining when i stepped out from my room, i was about to call Ziona. Asking where she was, what time should she be going to my house. After than, i called Oviene with no answer on the phone. Bet she was having fun with others thou, boredom and so i called Ziona and had a long chat.

Finally, Oviene took an hour to called me back because she left her phone on the locker. Waited for Ziona and headed to Ancol. Arrived and we had some fun chatting in Gondola and eating with Pak Husin. After oviene called us, we went to meet them at Dufan and had some fun there. Headed home around 7.30pm

Just to be honest, i hate to be ignored. and i was goddamn tired!

Cute tuesday.
Fine weather, but wait a second. I didn't go anywhere interesting yesterday. Maybe Alex's school was kind of interesting thou! Alex cried too many times yesterday, she was succesfully brought me to her house.

Watched Narnia together. Alex is only 4 years old, that's why she kept on asking me "Why is this happening? What exactly he do? How is the prince gonna be the winner? Who is Aslan?" She's still cute like always, but her questions not. Back home sweet home at 9pm, doze off while watching Tv, oops?

Boring wednesday.
Didn't check out the weather today, been staying in my room since morning. Had no mood to even step outside. Nothing much today. Just chatting with Ziona and Sharon.

Thinking what to wear on Costume Party within 10more days! Gosheyyy :(

Oh my loverboy!

Eits, just finish uploading pictures and now im blogging.
was actually very impressed of my self, i took 4 retest like my gosh.
which all of them are mostly science and maths. but not Geography and im so happy!

mommy was kinda didn't believe what i said to her today afternoon.
her reaction was like "Are you sure?"

Well, went to Dila's house after school with YesYos and Vanessa.
was really felt left out at first! they're like bestfriend and im not theirs hehe
but they actually are the best "My gosh, i can't stop to laugh my ass out"
we enjoyed eating at waroeng, and ate ice cream togetha,
and not forgotten the SIOMAY wueknakeee hahahah! ketauan deh betawinye. Cpd.
than we actually messed dila's cupboard haha! and the the monopoly Lol.

Today we also called Ahem.
was actually pretending to got a wrong number from vne but his reaction was like
"Wth, are you stupid or somethin?"
and he asked me to "Get lost" too. D':
idk wheter he was talking to me or what. BUT goddamnit. that was really mean! :'(
URGH IM DEPRESSEDDDDDD!!

forget about it, think positive like what bangyos said!

Ew, tmr's maths HA.
studied with vanessa and adila not long after they came to my house.
well, me gonna eat now lah. :D

Wow, 35 new notifications on my facebook, 18 comments on my friendster, 24 friend requests on friendster! gotta check them out yaw!

Love-Ojeke!

me lazy to blog, me wanna sleep now.

Exam : Chemistry.
Mood : Pissed off.
Music : Kiss me through the phone.

Do you guys know me so pissed of today, because ninna ignored me and audrey being such a biatch, thinks that shes cute, shes prettaye, shes rich or whateva.

Ziona is treating me like a dog, fuggin dog. she talked to me like talking to a stranger who ask for phone number, like a granpa who lost somewhere on a town. Fugg.

After school was so fun, He talked to me teehee:D

Okay i hope Handy wont tell anyone that i like him. Urgh, pissed of her and her and her
WTFORK.

me wanna study later.
hopefully i could pass historeyyyy ;(

just rmb that i might hate you because ive the right to.

Me miss this moment so much.

Going for family dinner SOON.
i supposed to be studying historeyy! Gosheyy!
me so wanna pass D:

Okay so me have to bath now, but seriously blogging with mom's lappy is so niceeey

4 Days to go to holidays, things me wanna do after that :

1) Shopping at singapore with the puppeties
2) Shopping with Zee and Oviene hehe
3) Diving at Bali with familey
4) Meet AIMIKO and all sisters :(
5) My OWN costume partey!


So, this all ive to say today.
I was so touched to see Vne's blog. kewllll

Watching NO PORK's video with mom and dad is so FUN.
hehe

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAEYYY, me love chuzx :D

Exam : History.
Mood : Mixing all happy, sad and crazy moments.
Music : Do it well. (teehee)


I'm happy some people could understand how i feel.
but i was expecting you, actually.

Dearest Mom, Happy Mother's Day. (L)

This is the longlong story imma say to you.
even though im so irritating to you,
and even though i always obey your words
deep inside i love you as much as i love my self (you really should know that)
i appreciate everything you did to me.
your scoldings, your shouthings, your mean words.
im so sorry if i always make you dissapointed.
every child always wants to make their mom's happy and so do i.
so yeah, just wanna tell you that i Love you...
and i always gonna try to change my attitude towards you.

Today was special for me, as i went out with vne and zee.
thanks for today, love you guys.

High waist man is so so so HOT! & cutie pie was sitting beside me, aww!

was suppose to study Histo today, but nothing can really go into my mind other than
shopping. happy to see my Bff today. Oh yes, gotta study Histo tmr.
four more papers to go. Go Jackie! You can do it! :)

Heard Irvan like catzu and i was so shocked to hear that, lmao.
even though its so non of my business. it should be better if he give up. HAHA

kinda bored nowadays my post isn't as long as usual, ive got nothing to talk about uh please!

aniwayaniway, me really really want that white high waist skirt!
Zara please give me a big sale! and pull and bear's bag is so cute too!
imma so gonna go shopping after the exam! Rawr

i got your number from vne's today. but thanks god you didn't reply my sms.
Well, hope you know that i like you (wink)


nothing much, just thinking about the past present and future.
It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight.

Oh sweetie,
You are so mean to say that to me.

Been a few days since the exams started and today i couldn't do my Phy paper.
Sigh, feels like quitting school real soon.

Aniway, tmr is finally saturday and i can rest whole day.
Planning to go out with the girls after exams.
four paper left, ill just do my best.

My mind is suddenly thinking of many things, im not concentrating

It would be better if i dont think of anything at all,

And
I finally realised that
"life couldn't be any better without bff"

my mind is so BLANK. argh F***
feels like crying, feels like dying
maybe im just not so important like i used to be.



me vs you.

i love Gloomy Wednesday as much as i love GLOOMY!

Batgirl's bestfriend.

Hey, im here posting due to the boredom.
yesterday i fell asleep so fast i don't know why too.
so, woke up at 10o'clock today and ate breakfast, blablabla

Monday's maths paper, goddamit. :(
i hate exams situation, so damn nervous
These view days im freakin tired (hell yea)
i need a very deep sleep, but i can't because exams blocking my way to the pillow land!

im currently playing pet society!
and later gonna accompany mom to somewhere idk.



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